how do you tell someone you want to be friends without sounding like an asshole?

here is the hard thing, i really do just want to be friends. AND. i like some one else, so i cant use the ole "im not ready for a relationship" route.

I finished In Cold Blood. I loved it! Now i am reading the sequel to Ender's Game, Speaker for the Dead.

so far so good.

sorry i haven making vlogs lately. school has been killing me.

everybody has to do something they don't want to do.

i just watched American beauty and its now on my top 10:
[no order]
1. fight club
2. garden state
3. pulp fiction
4. kill bill 1&2
5. closer
6. forest gump
7. donnie darko
8. good will hunting

nine and ten still need to be filled. any suggestions for movies i should see?

Love
is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and
then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a
decision. You have to work out whether your roots have
become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that
you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love
is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not
the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That
is just being "in love" which any of us can
convince ourselves we are.

Love
itself is what is left over when being in love has burned
away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.
Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards
each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom
had fallen from our branches we found that we were one
tree and not two.
- Captain Corelli's Mandolin

i love how it freezes on the most unattractive frame of my face. i always manage to look like Barney on crack.

Saturday i made my friend a birthday cake and now i really want to do that for a living.. make cakes.

isn't it beautiful?

It really is an unlucky day. I am gunna make a vlog about it.. once i sober up.

Is it sad that i started liking The OC after it went off the air? My friend left her season one dvd at my house. It's safe to say that I am hooked.

I can add it to my list of guilty pleasures... right under Ben and Jerry.

Ive wanted on for a long time and i think i am going to take the plunge and get one. Its time for a boob job.
Just kidding! Nah, i think im gonna get my nose pierced. Just a little stud, nothing to crazy.  Its either this or dye a strip of my hair pink.

But other than that decision, today was bleak. I need to finish my book by monday. Only 320 pages left.