September 19, 2008
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Whenever I have a boyfriend I want to be single and whenever I am single I want a boyfriend. Its a cruel cruel cruel fact of life. Because I am aware of this cruel cruel cruel fact of life i am staying with this guy i am so utterly bored. of. Yes, it might sound stupid to stay in this relationship I am bored of, but I will feel even more idiotic if I break up with him. I know what will happen if I do, because its the same thing that happens every time. I am single for a few weeks, go out with the girls, enjoy my freedom, etc… and then I start missing the companionship so I wallow in self pity until a new guy comes around and starts to like me.
Another reason I would feel stupid is the guy I am dating really does like me. He treats me like the sun shins out my ass and on top of that he is the best looking guy I have ever dated. In a nutshell he is the perfect guy. I have a good feeling there are no other guys out there like him, yet I still feel like throwing the relationship in the trash every few days.
I’m on a love roller coaster.
Comments (4)
You need to do a fling.
@garon - how do you do a fling without it turning into a long time thing? (rhyme intentional)
someone in the right mental capacity to know that strings will not be attached, and yet still treat you like a friend. Of course it has to be a one time thing and nothing all. Its possible. Although very rare.
=/.
i miss our lunches and talks.